Separation Anxiety

I'd rather work 3 jobs then to let Target go...
I guess the first step is admitting you have a problem.

I started working at Target when I was 16 years old. I still remember my first day at work and the jar of baby food I broke and how I thought I would fired that day. I worked 6am till whenever the truck was finished every weekend for almost 2 years, then a cashier, then guest service, then price accuracy  I moved to Chicago, taking my job with me. Salesfloor, Cashier, Guest Service, Market, then back to Champiagn to return to my original Target working Market, Guest Service, and Cashier. 5 years of the most stable thing I can count on. Every two weeks getting paid.

Surprising I like retail, I like guest service and I like working a sales floor. Just recently I finished a training course to be a Certified Nursing Assistant. Now I'm in the process of applying for jobs and all I can thing to myself is "When the time comes will I be able to leave Target for a better opportunity"
At this rate NO!!
I'm not sure if this makes since or not. I have a  number of friends who have had 2-4 different jobs by now. While do something different would be great I want to make sure I'm able to still have that safety net of a no matter what I'll have a pay check.

As it stands I work at  Target, Take care of a lady, and applying for jobs in nursing homes.
I'd rather work three jobs then give up the retail job I've had since 2007. I don't need to work this way but, the good out weights the bad to much for me to leave.

Feel like some would call me greedy but if this was about the money,I wouldn't work a damn minimum wage job when I have training for a job that will pay me more. so where do I go from here?

I feel like Target is the very caring and loving guy that I'v known so long and can trust he'll take care of me no matter how much I complain. He's very mild mannered and doesn't yell and argue back at me when I do. He just hugs me when I'm finished, says he's going to fix it and fixes it.
While the other opportunities are that guy you meet at some random moment and and you have an instant connection with, and you see all the things that could be, but  feel like you've invested all this time with the perfect nice guy that you'd regret getting with the other guy and he turns out to bean ass hole later down the line.