Will you Marry Me? / Divorce Me?

No matter how strong or smart you are it is only one thing that can make even the strongest weak at the knees and dumb in every action. Only one action that can top all other actions in this world. Almost every song ever created is based off this one emotion, Love.
Love is defined as profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
When we love someone its only right that we take that next step and get married right? I hate to say the next step is not marriage as we all grow up to believe "First comes love, then comes marriage..."

Marriage often times is just:
-Connivance
-Something to do
-A financial set up for the future.
-Fear of being alone

How do you finish something you know nothing about?

I honestly do want to be married. I want the whole thing. Will I be good at? haha who the hell knows?

Every one thinks I'm to young to be thinking of these things, but I have friends who are married, engaged, engaged to be engaged and I'm not talking about people just saying they are either. these are girls and guys who are my age. who went to school with me.

I think of marriage just as I think of sex, a big fucking deal!!
-this is of course a very personal thought that I keep to my self. the funny part is its not a religious thing that drives these beliefs. its all just personal feelings. I do not believe in divorce. that is why I put a great deal on marriage. I'm doing it once and that is it. I always thought I would marry young, but as time goes on, and my own bucket list gets longer me getting married goes further down the list. (Sorry going to Europe, finishing college, publishing a book beat out marriage and a family) Yes I am a career minded girl and I want to do everything I can before I turn into "Betty Draper"

Betty Draper is an overexertion, because she was just plan mean. But would I want to be a house wife? to a certain extent. I don't mean rise the kids first and then go back to my career, ummm no! I mean maybe have 2-5 patients while being mommy and wife (live off stock, and book sells) that's why I figure I can build my love nest and future now so I can  do that.

So yes, I will be that girl that buys a house before she's married, Yes I will be a Jack-of-all trades. You name it I will most likely have some hand in it.

I want to be the one that left no stone upturned,  I want the life experiences to be able to help anyone (Child or Adult) go through life with any advice they request of me.

We will see how far I get?!?!