I'm really 30

I'm 21, yes but with the thoughts of a 30 year old woman. I have the dreams of a 30 year old also.

Let me make something very clear, I do "immature things". Like what?, you ask
Ask me anything about Nickelodeon or Disney Channel (Yea, Cartoon Network too). Ask me what makes me giggle most farts or a Kevin Hart joke (Well, Kevin Hart is pretty damn funny).

My parents have always said I was mature for my age. Which lets be honest I grew up in a not so normal way, with a not so normal family (We all have weird families that's for sure). I'm pretty good at taking care of myself (I hate being an "Adult" though). But I think about my future wants more then a normal 21 year old.
I have the dream of being married first off.
I have my dream home already planned out, and the people that live in it too (That might be the girl in me too).
I know I say no children but, deep down I want them BAD! I want to raise 4 boys if possible (2 or 4).
Its not that this is a bad thing but, I also have the 21 me that wants things too.

Like What? (Wow, You want to know a lot)
The simple fact of me wanting to do EVERYTHING!!!
Write, Design, Travel, and just explore everything and go everywhere.

I wish and I hope I find a happy little medium. But I'm sure I'm not and when I actually become 30 I'll ask "What the hell happened to my 20s"

Here is to the future me: I'm sorry babe, maybe in the next lifetime I'll actually act my age.
-Terri