It has been a bit of time and I've had time to really think about some things. when I'm going to make the way back to Champaign so i can really start my way: July 8th 2012. I think will really be ready to go back by then. at first I was holding out for my friends, but then i realized these people will not help me as much as I can help myself right now.
But at this moment I'm in a different state of mind...
For some reason as i type this urge to cry. Its because i have something on my mind that i have to share and i don't know how to share it. i can only say that i just recently got to the point of having feelings about this and about the people it deal with. this is suppose to be about my progress through school and getting to my goals, about my hurt feelings and the feelings that i hurt.
And Yet, ,you can't go anywhere without making sure your full of the proper gas and the right mind set for the journey for it all. Right?
I am trying to figure it all before the New Year because i want to fix it before i try to move on. i want to tell them how i feel, and i want to fix whats been broken in every way i can. i want everyone to be if not happy, at least have an understanding of where I'm coming from and where I'm trying to go with the rest of my life.
So the most i can ask for is Good Luck toward the right direction...
This is a comment on the above post, Sometime Albino Sweetheart some friendships or relationships end, and that is because they have ran there course in your life. It might be time to move on from those relationships and your paths may cross again and at that time you may be able to address what the issue was. Now may not be the time or the place to do that. Move on to the next phase in your life. God is love, and Peace to you.
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